Blog Update April 2025

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 What Have I Been Doing?

Simple Answer: Getting lost in my spiritual journey.

It’s a bit tricky to talk about, but here I am, ready to share.

For the past couple of months, I’ve been trying to summon the energy to sit in front of my computer and write. I’ve wanted to share what I’m passionate about with you all, but no matter how hard I tried, the words just wouldn't come. The motivation? It wasn’t there. The energy? Completely drained.

There are moments in life when you push yourself too hard, and eventually, the universe says, “Enough.” It makes you stop, even if you’re not ready to listen.

And that’s exactly what happened to me.

The break I’d been avoiding was handed to me. I was forced to pause. And while it wasn’t easy at first, I can honestly say that I needed it. It was a time for healing—mentally, physically, and especially spiritually. My spiritual well-being had been calling for rest, but I kept ignoring it, pushing myself forward. The results? My body revolted—old injuries in my wrists, neck, and back flared up. On top of that, unfinished projects added more weight to my mind. My mental health started to spiral, and the message was clear: I needed to STOP.

So, I did.

For three weeks, I let myself do absolutely nothing. No deadlines, no productivity, just rest. I watched TV, played games, and caught up on the small things I had neglected. To be honest? It was a little boring. But maybe that was exactly what I needed—to sit in the stillness, to let my mind wander, and to create space for something new to emerge.

Now, as I’m slowly easing back into my work, I find myself wondering: Do I pick up where I left off, or was this pause meant to push me in a new direction altogether?

I’m not sure yet. But that’s okay. Time will tell.

What matters right now is that I’m back. I’m taking it one step at a time, planning to post at least every other week while I find my rhythm again and set new intentions. If there’s anything specific you’d like me to explore or write about, feel free to let me know—I’d love to hear your thoughts.

Until then, thank you for your patience, and I look forward to reconnecting with all of you.

Love and Light,
Athena Rocar